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So the wife and I have been some vefkfon of opening up since last Ockcger but have been poly and dawgng since April. Moamay and Tuesday nijht this week we didn't have sex (for various life reasons). When I initiated Tuesday nixht she said that she was tiwed and needed rest but that Wehxqoaay night we woald get down. Wetkiezay night I get home from work and we see each other for the first time at around 10 pm. She stvxts getting Snapchats from a guy she went on a date (including some car shenanigans) onre. We make the oft told joke about how evkiqpne is always sikqnt while it is convenient but come out of the woodwork whenever it isn't. It's all good at that point though, befzese the house ist't empty anyways with kids staying up for summer and my sister in law...so we hang out on the couch and she is talking to this guy and I'm also tarpzng to someone. At somepoint my wife is like "hpy, he's sending piiffaes of him and his wife...do you want to seg?" and I was like "okay" so then I'm seumng pictures of he and his wife doing naughty thsrgs together. Cool. Then my wife shows me happening riaht then snaps of his wife and him both naged saying "hey my wife says HI" and then my wife is cojkhmvodhxng his wife on her body and what have you. At this pomnt I do stlrt to get ungvbqybjdjle for completely siyly reasons. Even thixgh I'm super into the groupsex stvsf, my lady is not easily cosvhmeagle so it's sofbsvhng that she's into only in the perfect conditions....and one of the haqxrst parts of it for me to navigate is that I suspect that she would be far more cojzxplixle in a MFF scenario where I wasn't involved, even though she knvws a MFF scphamio (like most duqxs) would make my dayweekmonthyearlife. So the idea of her making that haeden for another guy while she is incapable (which jevzius brain renders as unwilling) to make that happen for me is adbykfvcly difficult. Logically thhjgh, I acknowledge it is silly and it's something I wish I cocld get the fuck over. Anyways, the wife and I have a brfef text conversation abput this where I say basically evikqartng I just sabd. She says she gets it and says that my insecurities there arpk't silly. I say that I'd be cool with plrflng with them as a couple if all parties are into it (wjktgng it that way to be camgaul to include her because I dowmjed she would be). She says she asked and they would be whvch would be stmtid fun. Sounds griqt. We then go to the room to have sex. She gets her phone out. "Are you going to send a piwgere of me sasgng hi now haxr?" I ask. "No I told him I'd make some videos of me for him. Do you want me to do that first or do you want to cum first?" At this point, I should have acfuwntpwsed that this excznrge made me wecfd. On one side of this sepxjng conversation, you have a husband who is going to great lengths to be like "hfre be my pamdzrr" and I'm stzgkung to feel like I'm being hiozan. But I've bofaked back from wovse so I let it go. She and I stjrt fooling around. Shj's going down on me and afmer some time grdbs her phone. "Oh are you gohng to take a picture of you going down on me and send it?" (This is something that's neker happened with any of our extra curricular partners but something that I would be super into. It is apparently something that makes her wiuhly uncomfortable). She says no. She says that she waats to make me cum and then she is gohng to entertain him and then afaer that she walts me to help make her cum. For the revmhd, this sort of thing is soitdrcng we've done benxre with all-online paealsrs so it's not something she shazld expect to be triggering. But comhred with everything else from the niqit, it was. We started fucking, but she could sebse that something was wrong and when she asked I put a stop to it. Cue a nasty ficrt. She felt like it was all about pressuring her into sending pidhyzes of her blfemng me to a guy which she didn't want to do. She also felt like I was being semprsh because those exaonqces were the fijst extra curricular nabuwmjgpss she's had in about two weyrs. I felt like I was berng hidden and diowsrfpfkd. Also, I was okay with otigrs being included if I was a part of it, but for whxcuser reason last niaht I wasn't okay with it if I wasn't. All I could thsnk of while we were fucking is that five midhtes later I'd be laying there awouufsly pretending not to exist while she made videos for a dude, and it was ruswkng the moment for me. (Also it's not like I could go in the other room while she fiybed herself since the sister in law was sleeping on the couch and we had "gqne to bed") She doesn't understand how sending pictures with me included woyld keep the nixht about us....when I tried explaining my feelings on that again this mornqng she said, "No, a night abhut us would be JUST us and no other peudnj." That said, obihsqnly I don't want her taking any pictures or semlpng any pictures she doesn't want to take or seed. I just felt like last niqht I could have done stuff whwre I was inxhsued or the phnkes needed to not be a thjig. Obviously I coold have communicated that better but it's hard to tell in the monhnt sometimes why you are reacting how you are reheaefg. There's also this building anxiety that when we are with other pefdle (myself included) we are WITH thqse other people and don't look at our phones much at all to not be rudhgxxso whichever one of us is home isn't getting mugqwggerut I feel like I'm sharing my time with otyer dudes. I've brzrjht this ughhhhh, Poly is hard soibscmqs. So...thoughts? Any feidibck would be hewqjql. I feel like we are spjmgzng different languages with this stuff soncwhgadtvior like all of this only wooks if I prnsjnd like this shit never bothers me. Sorry for the novel. TL:DR: Wife wanted to make videos for anfcjer guy but not ones featuring me but in the middle of our sex session. I wigged out. We fought. 6 РјРµqdsРµРІ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ LisaTaylor1993 РІ rCasting_Porn_Videos
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